I did it for far too many years. Never want to do it again!
Been there, done that wasted 33 years hoping it would get better.....
This is true. Felt that way in my last LTR which I ended 9 years ago. We had too little in common after 10 years on and off. Mismatch. Need a foundation to build on. A dog, weed and my house just didn't cut it.