The existence of religion.
I'd eradicate it if I could.

I spent fifteen years of my life in various forms of reparative therapy, trying to be straight so I didn't piss off God. That was at a time when I was cute and guys actually wanted to have sex with me... That's not the case anymore. I feel like I'd like to go back to that time and make the most out of it.

I would have moved home sooner to be with my parents in their twilight years...I miss them and wish I had learned more about them while they were still alive.

How I earn an income. I'm working on that though

I wish I didn’t have Bell’s Palsy.

When I was 21 I sprained my back and it caused 2 discs to bulge but not cause any real problems, but about 14 years ago, I was having back spasms and they convulsed and disc L5-S1 blew and took out the outside of my right leg. Forced me to retire as a distance runner.

That I didn't have Schizo-affective disorder.

That's okay... why change anything at 64? Did what I did with what I had... I am going to do the rest of my life with what I got. Regardless of the outcome, I will be satisfied. Like Rodriguez said "Nothing Beats Reality".

About my past? Two things. The first abusive boyfriend who kept me in a box like veal and didn't let me experience all the things that young adulthood is about (age 17-25), leaving me emotionally scarred with no self esteem, and no idea who I was. And the second abuser who left me with a traumatic brain injury which cut my life in half, dashing extremely high expectations.

Yeah, I would delete those two men off the planet, if that was what it took to erase them from my past and be healthy and whole.

Relationship status. A good partner in crime makes a world of difference ?.

I wish I had been more proactive when I was younger. I was raised by a hippie who loved her little sun babies but I wasn't taught to think ahead. I wasnt taught to plan or step back before a mistake is made. It took a long time for me to learn it on my own as an adult. It isnt as easy now as it would have been when I was young

100 pounds

I would be less selfish.

I would probably change where I went for high school. Sometimes I think I would have done better and did more things if I went to public school instead of catholic school. I'd have more experience at relationships since it was an all boys school. I still would have gone to college for Aviation, but would I have done better? Would I have done the things that I have done? I guess I'll never know, but those 4 years working the line at the Kalamazoo airport were the best 4 years of my life. As strange as it may be, I love the smell of jet fuel in the morning, the exhaust is heavenly, and a turbofan engine at takeoff is the best sound in the world.

My underwear...

IGNORANCE

Have no regrets, only for what I don't do in the future.

My lifespan.

Being single!

Short of going back in time, Id just like to not be alone for my entire 30s, in addition to 20s.

The man in the mirror. Its the only thing that I have any control over.

Where I went to High School.

Marrying the wrong person.

That a certain person didn't die of colon cancer in 2010.

My genetic makeup