WHAT WAS YOUR AHA MOMENT?
I entered college as a pre-ministerial student, but my initial studies raised flags I could not justify, so I drifted in and out of religion for a number of years.
It wasn't until I read Desmond Morris' "The Naked Ape" that I finally put it all together and evolved (pardon the pun) into a full-fledged Atheist.
How about you?
It was the expectation that two people populated the world. I knew that was genetically impossible at a young age. There was also the lack of evidence to back up most, if not all, stories.
As a kid I was sitting in church with my grandparents who were hardcore Catholics. It just seemed like the priests were no different from the rest of us and I never felt a divine presence or anything at all for that matter. I tried to go to masses with evangelicals to see "speaking-in-tongues", but it honestly just felt like people babbling incoherently.
When I was young I saw all the people around me with their own flavors of religion and just assumed everyone had one they fit into so I searched. I got really into studying religion as a preteen but as I saw how people ascribed to their faiths I just got jaded I guess, seeing how they only held to the tenants they or their society already valued. Then I began looking into the holes in the stories, found science, never looked back.
I had my first real doubts when I was about 12 when I read the Children's Illustrated Old and New Testament...it was graphic to my innocent mind.
What stood out was the violence and numerous contradictions that even a young mind found difficult to swallow...
Probably at primary school, aged about 7 or 8, when I was told that not going to church was a mortal sin the same as murder. As soon as my vocabulary had developed enough I found that the word bullshit was the most appropriate. From that age on I found everything questionable and the more I looked into it, and I did for many years, the more I realised it (religion etc) didn't stand up under the slightest scrutiny.
I was lucky, I wasn't raised in a religious household, So I've been a non-believer since birth.