It sucks being a antitheist being surrounded be theist.
Not really, think about their lives and how that must suck with the guilt, duties and stupid things to say. It is you that can show the way, Decency, honesty and integrity do not need god,
The true value is yourself and what you do . They are the ones that life sucks for and it is up to them too understand why you feel no guilt. Just come out and tell them , The rest is what they choose to do with it. IF they reject , were they really worth pretending for?>
It sucks but the alternative is to "go back" and tell Jebus how sorry you are that there is little evidence that he even existed. I cannot ever do that because of the way I have studied the bible. The book itself and how it came into being is at the base of my unbelief. This is how I know that god is imaginary. Add the fact that god never does anything. Never ever.