"....not happy with it." Time to reexamine yourself, make a change. study what might be a positive change in your life, seek counseling. Many of use have & it has only helped the majority of us. Now that brain chemistry & plasticity is recognized as a physiological phenomenon, fix you.

Why would anyone be expecting to hear from you?

There is a remedy I wished for when I was in my early teens.

If you succeed you won’t know it.

If you fail you will know it and will probably dislike the consequences.

Why is your life stranger than anyone else's? Try interacting you may find you have more in common than you imagined. I hate TV too

Have some points on me!

You have to be at level two to send messages, but it takes almost no time to get there.

You will find the points come quickly by just joining in and replying to other posts...join a few groups too.

You should be at level 2 by now just because of these comments

Welcome... me responding to your post will give your points a boost. Resserts has said it all below...

Welcome to the site! Just participate in the forums — answer questions, make posts, etc. — and you'll earn points. You also earn points by uploading photos to your profile and completing your bio and profile questions. The levels aren't too important, but at the start it helps prevent spammers from abusing the site. It doesn't take long to get to level 2, and it looks like you're only about 18 points from that threshold. Here's more detailed information about the levels: [agnostic.com]