Oy vey.

Life has been....life.

Today is day 2 of Humira. I'm already scary used to giving myself shots now, so that's fine. I have not noticed any magical changes yet, but I suppose that's good. Anything that would change so fast would be a negative side effect so I'm content to ease into it.

Most of my state is under water, parts of my body ache I forgot even had pain from all of the rain we've been having.

My brother graduated high school and is moving out next month to start life on his own. I think I'm even more anxiety riddled than him, and that's saying something. And to celebrate his graduation someone from our taekwando dojang stole his phone.

My aunt has decided that her abusive cheating husband is the best and everyone else is just terrible people. So there's that.

Ran into my ex the other day and that shook me. I haven't actually seen him since my grandfathers funeral, and to lay eyes on him again was jarring. Particularly because I didn't recognize him whatsoever.

I knew he had gotten chubby, everyone had said, but instead of victorious dang it he looked hot even plump and greasy. That's not fair.

Anyway, repressing that bag of worms,

My hair has stopped falling out now that I'm back to my normal work schedule. Im so grateful. Plus my coworker is back from her extended surgery. Yay.

I got banned from my bird appreciation group on facebook for "drama". Literally just because i asked for people to respect trypophobia warnings. They have trigger warnings for everything else you can think of but i guess being respectful of trypophobia is just TOO MUCH TO ASK. I was being bullied and harassed so I told them they needed to either respect all trigger warnings or stop asking for theirs to be respected. Thus I received a "warning" for starting drama. I told the moderator to kiss my ass if that's how they run shit because essentially they were condoning bullying and disrespect as long as it lined up with their own biases. Oh well there's plenty of other bird groups where respect actually IS enforced.

Meh.