Dont expect too much deeply intellectual discussion on any open internet forum - start to pm the university professor of your choice in your chosen subject

Geez.

Maybe you need to find yourself some other place or see someone about those disjointed thoughts that are troubling you. We are not psychologists/psychiatrists here.

This may surprise you, but use of this website is not mandatory. So, if you don't like it - well, the door is right there. I wish you well in finding another forum more suited to you.

And...

This song leaks out onto the pavement
It could be a joke, it could be a statement
The more that I fake it and pretend I don't care
The more you can read in to what isn't there

Maybe it's time to stop swimming
Maybe it's time to find out where I'm at
What I should do and where I should be
But no-one will give me a map

I'll leave now this can't continue
But I forget which door I came through
And I know what the lift can be painfully slow
So I'm happy to leave by the window