Our minds work based on chemical factors . . . sounds like you should tell your doctor what is happening. I am kind of the opposite, when I go to bed, I am like "Fuck, is all this really worth it?" but I know when I wake up I will be ready to go at it again. Dreams seem to assist . . . . maybe the medication you are taking is interfering with your ability to dream.

The meds wear off over night. In the morning you are at the lowest energy level. If you have depression (I have had it since I was little), there has to be some motivation to get you up and at it. For me, it's been my children - getting them ready for school; and my students - preparing for lessons, getting them motivated, planning concerts, etc. I too am taking medication and it helps, a lot!

My point is: having something to motivate you to get going is super important.

I have the same problem. I wake up pissed or depressed. But I know it will pass after an hour or so.