I did a lots of things today . Paid bills . Well . I have no bills , electric / internet / phone / gas . That’s it . I live a boring life . I took the boys by the lake at back of my house . There were about 20 ducks , or geese , can’t tell , beautiful creatures w green necks and gray feathers . Floating along . Until mr Marcello had to bark and terrorize them . My boy . My son . I created that asshole . They left as soon as they could . I told mr Marcello , man , y r u the way u are ??
And he looked at me like , “ wtf u talking about , I am great “. My son is teaching me . I laughed
I washed car . It’s a new car . I like it . All this tech shit , oh it’s new to me . Yes in Europe , dads money , sure I had the best . But last 27 yr in usa , had bills to pay and schools to go . This car is like “ oh wow , where have I been “.
Then I went to pick up some biscuits from red lobster . I haven’t been there in 15 yrs . But those bread biscuits . People grief when loved ones die . Of course . And I am the first to say , wait , he / she will never leave u . The memories , the love . I went to red lobster bcz it reminds me of Barbara . Ex husbands dead mom . A lovely woman . A best friend . A warrior and a kind heart human . A short Boston girl , who loved lobsters and claimed that if u pet them on top of head , they crawl to sleep . Well it’s true . Long time since my broken English can get me out of troubles , but on now days my wallet does , so I don’t give a f . Dipped my hand in the tank and I pet the lobster . Just for Barbara . And he crawled to sleep ♥️. Nobody told me anything , and I had my line ready “ me no speak English “
Got back home and planted elephant ear bulbs in pots . Hoping birth will happen and to plant on patio / ground in spring . Made my snacks for the upcoming week . Then . I bought my self a commitment . I bought my self a piano . I am saying this for years . Covid postponed my lessons . Another excuse to be honest ? But I did it my friends . It’s arriving in 2 weeks . I have two weeks to find me a teacher . But this is gonna happen . I am 51. Eeeww . I grew up w 4 pianos in the house . Yet lazy and not smart . My baby sister , that amazing creature , she was playing since 5 yr old . At same time , 9 yr old me , swallowing flies and wonder if I am gonna pee them out and be alive and buzzing . Yep . That was me
I love the sound of piano . And this is the year that I am gonna try to learn apparently . Grandma Moses is in bed already w dogs , terrified of commitment , but also kinda like , “ fuck yeah “ go marialena go !
It was a good day friends . Back to covid shit tmrw , one day at the time . I love u all . Be healthy and smiles too pls .
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