Okay so, I did say I would periodically post in regards to the matter of my nasty little habit of cigarettes.

I have been celebrating month one down, this weekend.

One month, now, cig-free!

Thanks for putting up with my monthly bitchfests, disappointments, complaints, silence... and then finally, my announcement that I was already over two weeks in. I just didn't want to become one of those morons that complains about a personal shortcoming or behaviour, then wusses out and returns to said habit. I felt if I was going to continue to teeter, what was the point in dragging the rest of a.com in with me?

I prefer not to be a full whiny, wuss, if at all possible.

Next time I make a comment about this it will either be at my two month mark or at the, "Shit. Soo who wants to shoot me down with a bazooka gun first?" stage.

We shall see! I have ultimate hope I can pull this off, but at the same time, I Am agnostic for a reason. If there is even an iota of a chance for failure, equally... I cannot cancel it out.

So far, so good, though, and I am naturally a rather stubborn, driven, blunt (esp with myself), resourceful, determined person. Hence, I stand a pretty fucking good chance that I'm done with those lil bastards.

...At least until my Next Relationship AND Break-Up! haha