Thank you all for your kind words and support it means a lot to me.
What I love about this community is on the recent post I just did everyone was very kind and supportive. They believed in me like I believe in me, and everyone here knows that we are strong enough to get through this crazy thing we call life by our own will. We do not need some outside force giving us strength or making things easier for us. As long as we support each other and share our experiences to give hope to others we can all make it through.