I've been waking up with anxiety for the past two week. There are too many things I want to change, and when I get overwhelmed I just shut down. So today I took a mental health day to get some of my perceived chaos in order. First I need my living space organized. I spent too long yesterday trying to find my freaking headphones. Second I'm going to move a little bit more everyday, I've been sitting on my ass too much lately. Baby steps.
I'd have been less beautiful, to give the others a chance.
And less intelligent, so I didn't get so annoyed with numpties.
I'm not that unhappy really all things considered
Would have married my first love, might have turned out good.
Financial security and health insurance.
I lost both when I got divorced. Hopefully the right job will eventually come along and I'll gain a little back.
At this point I can't honestly think of anything I'd change realistically.
Be wealthier ? Sure, but I'm not willing to make the effort to do so - I don't require much.
Be healthier ? I suppose, but then I never expected to live forever.
Be happier ? I'm not unhappy.
No, I'm pretty content ?
I don't know. I'm pretty happy with my life now. I guess if I could change anything, I would not have gotten fat and I would have figured out a way to be rich right now, but, I didn't, so I'm not worried about it.