I've been waking up with anxiety for the past two week. There are too many things I want to change, and when I get overwhelmed I just shut down. So today I took a mental health day to get some of my perceived chaos in order. First I need my living space organized. I spent too long yesterday trying to find my freaking headphones. Second I'm going to move a little bit more everyday, I've been sitting on my ass too much lately. Baby steps.
I'm not that unhappy really all things considered
Would have married my first love, might have turned out good.
Financial security and health insurance.
I lost both when I got divorced. Hopefully the right job will eventually come along and I'll gain a little back.
At this point I can't honestly think of anything I'd change realistically.
Be wealthier ? Sure, but I'm not willing to make the effort to do so - I don't require much.
Be healthier ? I suppose, but then I never expected to live forever.
Be happier ? I'm not unhappy.
No, I'm pretty content ?
I don't know. I'm pretty happy with my life now. I guess if I could change anything, I would not have gotten fat and I would have figured out a way to be rich right now, but, I didn't, so I'm not worried about it.