I'm used to all the men and women staring at me in public now. Two people have both told me, "People like what they see." I've learned to accept my beauty and my body. A whole year of toning and working out has finally paid off. People are noticing me instead of turning away in disgust. At first I didn't like it, because some haters kept calling me ugly and stupid. (Oh, that mean FB friend unfriended me, the one that kept calling me stupid and she said that I look like a boy) Now they are out of my life, I feel happy in my skin.

I like wearing spadex shorts and spandex capris out anywhere. They are comfortable. I workout in them as well. Since I got my legs all jacked up, I'm not scared to wear shorts anymore. What I don't like is women getting jealous or saying I'm too skinny. I'm not. I have gained some weight back recently though. I'm not jealous of my beautiful co-workers. I'm not the type of person to get jealous of anyone for any reason. I'm an adult. If I see something I want, I go and get it myself. I kept seeing women at the gym with nice glutes and legs, so I went out and got what I wanted. I had a goal from November 2017, and that was to get into shape and become healthy. I got what I wanted, because I worked for it. I don't sit around and pray for what I want. Lol. That is silly.

Big people say I'm too skinny. I hate that word, "Skinny." I use, "Petite." I'm 5'0" and an Asian woman. We are small in our stature.

My health is back to normal now. I don't have any issues. All week I've been drinking copious amounts of water. My GERD is under control and my outbreak wasn't bad. It's gone now.

People say they want to lose weight, so I encourage them and give them helpful tips. Some actually are trying, and others just talk about it. I can't help someone if they don't help themselves out as well.

Anyway, I had a good work week. I just have one 4-hr shift tomorrow, and then I get a 2-day weekend. I'll go to the gym, to Wal-Mart, and hopefully I will go see, "Deadpool 2" with my friend on Friday. Good things to come. I will make them happen. Besides, there isn't a god to grant wishes. I will make my dreams and wishes come true. ?

In this selfie, I was dead tired. That was taken on Monday, when I had very little sleep.