Love hurts and is a total waste. My life is short and I am battling just to stay alive. And for what? To live my life a barren, lonely, freakish, unlovable waste of space. Why I even bother is beyond me.
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Feel free to reply to any comment by clicking the "Reply" button.So I got to thinking after I posted this and I called and went on to my chemo treatment. My chances are slim but getting better over time. It's hard with me not having a good support system but I will beat this!!!!
OutcastVamp
Level 4
July 19, 2018
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As long as you think of yourself this way, why should anyone else have a different opinion?
Find a support group for cancer patients, it should be low or no cost.
Talk to your dictor(s) about meds that could help.
Treat yourself to something really nice (Chocolate? Music? Sunset?) Every Single Day!
AnneWimsey
Level 9
July 19, 2018
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No one is a waste of space. You may be feeling low right now, but that doesn't make you a bad person or unworthy of love and respect. I feel taht way when I feel down, too. It's so easy for me to be hard on myself, I have to remind myself that I matter. After going through cancer, it's become even more vital.
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Level 8
July 19, 2018
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birdingnut
Level 8
July 18, 2018
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I'd say you might need a glass of this marvelous Merlot I'm enjoying... and some Peruvian chocolate to go with it.
What are you battling to stay alive?
You've lots of compadres' here!
bigpawbullets
Level 9
July 18, 2018
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I have stage 4 endometrial adenocarcinoma that spread from my uterus and ovaries into my kidneys, bladder, and stomach.
@OutcastVamp
Whoa!
Life dealt you a bad hand. There's nothing I can say to make you feel better. I hope you live the time you've got left the way you wish.
I am sorry your situation is so dire. Find purpose in your life. Save an animal in a cage for the crime of having no home. Plant a garden. Take a trip to somewhere you always wanted to go. Play bingo at the local community center. Do something to make the world better so that you do not feel so useless. Find purpose in your life. No one can do it for you. It is in your hands to make your life better.
Mooolah
Level 8
July 18, 2018
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Sometimes, old woman, you're good to have around.... sometimes.
@bigpawbullets Back at 'ya
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