Stealing....

I have very lucid dreams and even sometimes do what I compare to astral projecting, where I know I’m asleep and my physical body is still in bed, but I “get up and walk around” my house. It’s different than my normal dreams cuz everything in my house still looks the same, but I tell by looking out the window and everything is fucked up. I don’t know if I believe in actual “astral projection”, but it’s an even more ucid form of dreaming than my other lucid dreams that happens every so often. Anyway, I’ve looked for fucks there too and found none lol.

living in the fuck free zone

I don't look Astral except when I've got a legitimate existential crisis. And I have a deliberately high bar there. However, I can pretty much guarantee the fucks ain't there in Astral. Heh.

..I still give a fuck ...as some might say that’s my problem

Me too. It's a lonely feeling, even with my wife sitting a couple of feet away, and we get along well as friends.