I spent time with someone recently.
He lives so far away.
It was special.
I will always treasure it.
One day I may find love.
I will not settle for less than socialist, atheist, animal loving, kid loving, people loving, music loving, comedy/horror loving fun loving, weed loving, hard working person.
I might wait forever and die alone, but I have settled for less too many times to not enjoy the fact I'm free and safe.
In fact, I will wait for the perfect man. Because heartbreak and loneliness and wanting someone far away is better, than worrying about death or losing your kids because of settling for some psycho.
It's hard.
But I'm thankful for quality over quantity time.
Even though I may never see him again, I love him and am thankful.