Trainwreck is a great strain!

Heck, I would rather listen to Tool at home all day by myself rather than be around people. LOL.

New TOOL. I knew you were cool. I like two songs so fast... Descending and 7emptest. One of my favorite groups!!!!

I am familiar with feeling sad and lonely. I wake up that way most days. I have lots of friends, but no significant other. I crave a man's presence...not just any man, but someone I connect with and can share my deepest innermost parts of my being. I want to touch and hold them and have them do the same.

I want long talks into the middle of the night.

I want back rubs... giving and receiving.

I want sweet kisses in the morning or night or both.

I want deep meaningful kisses whenever the opportunity arises.

I want crazy ass sex.

I want laughter.

I want to share tears if needed.

I wasn't someone that GETS me and still sticks around...lol .

There too

Hugs

Listening to it now (4:36 A.M. local) I get your drift bro. Just back with my ex of four years ago (it’s complicated). Wish I could get a bit stoned. I don’t have much good advise for you. Loneliness is a tough place to be. And yes hard to envision bringing someone onboard when your life’s not in a good place. Just chill “taoistically” and take it one hour one day at a time.

Wow there is hostility on here for introspective loneliness I guess.

I totaly get it
And I'm not even stoned.

Ohferpetessake, there is somebody for everybody if only you keep your eyes peeled, especially so for older men because older women learned early that they are "nothing without a man".
However, "poor little me" is Not attractive in anyone!