Took self to dinner . Of course .
I have promised self , will get out more . Itโs hard
Itโs near painful at times to be honest . But we made it . I went to โ the Porch โ, bcz itโs sitting over the marina and I can see water . Clientele is safe for a single woman , and the real perk , I have treated the ownerโs father at sentara Leigh few years ago while acute stroke , and he loves me since then
I donโt need free nothing , but it is important to me that he allows me to sit at high end bar of his w all rich snobbish garbage and I can have Diego boy w me in my purse . Thatโs all I need to feel โ ok โ. My boy โฅ๏ธ
Diego boy was loved as usual tonight . And I had my food and drinks and espresso and something chocolate . Great .
Thatโs not y I am sharing a post tonight .
Back home , asshole # 1 , mr Marcello , patiently waiting for his treat . R walk . Just the two of us , like the first 6 yr b4 Diego boy was found . I promised him , when I walked away w Diego boy .
At 2130 , in a very safe area , once again , my 52 yr old and not flushing attraction behind had to change to baggy clothing , pull all that hair tight and up , and get a baseball cup on
Until men understand that women donโt feel safe even at 2130 on a summer night , even older women , we canโt discuss equality
Made it back home , after looking suspiciously at every male who walked near me for half hr . W my pepper spray and all . In a ridiculous safe area . I donโt think mr Marcello understands how big deal it was for mommy this night walk . I donโt think men understand when we say โ I donโt feel safe โ. U can have degrees . U can have money enough to preserve dignity / comfort . It doesnโt matter . We r food . Any given time . And thatโs an anxiety that we live with , at 2130 on a summer f night . At least I am .
Thatโs all folks .
Hope everyone is doing well . Alive โฅ๏ธ
Mr Marcello , known as asshole #1 .
I must admit: I don't know what it's like to feel unsafe all the time. Is there any way for you to fix this except to have a man around?
I know what it's like to be alone all the time, to be rejected and feared all the time, but there's really nothing I can do about it.
Well u are not alone here . Thatโs that . We love u here โฅ๏ธ
Sad. It's been like this for a long time. I was a night owl growing up in New Jersey, even when i moved to the big city of Seattle I felt safe everywhere I went. But then in the mid 1980's the city really started to change, Reagan's policies are to blame for the start of this attack on others, including women.
At 69 I don't go out much, at least since the pandemic hit and not real interested in eating out, no real places of interest to me for dining out. Small town redneck area.
SO glad you were able to treat yourself to a nice meal that is a plus๐ฅฐ! You have your fur babies and a safe roof over your head better than many but still it's not fucking right we have to fear just going for a simple walk in a nice neighborhood.
I am so sorry to hear that you feel so unsafe โฆIโm sure there are women here in the U.K. too who feel the same way. There was another young woman murdered in London last weekend. I feel so lucky that I have never in my entire life felt unsafe walking around anywhere, even in the evening or at night. Perhaps itโs just that I have never realised the danger, but I donโt think so. I think it must be that attacks on women have increased since the days when I wouldโve been out walking around the town or city on my own. Now Iโm old I rarely, if ever, walk around anywhere on my own and only go out in the evenings by car to meet up for a meal with friends. Itโs really shocking that women do not feel safe to just go out and about without having to carry pepper sprays or be trained in martial arts. We are not making any progress as a species I fearโฆin fact quite the reverse, we are regressing.
Agree . 100% .
I went out to lunch inside a restaurant the first time since the pandemic today.
It was a small place selling Vietnamese food, I had beef pho.
I chose it because it's close to the office, and it's not far to walk.
Still stuffed.
โฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ Waking โฆ even better !!
Diego has a soulful demeanor. I'm sure he would love to protect you except for being a purse pup.
Until 2 years ago I loved to walk in a park at night, because immune issues won't let me be in sunlight. Now even with pepper spray I don't feel safe. It reminds me of how when much younger, hitchhiking suddenly became dangerous to women several decades ago. I gave that up. I finally gave up walking in the park at night and now just use an elliptical and an ab lounge at home.
If I could form my own gang we would walk the park at night with 72 tons of pepper spray.
I wish that you could feel safe everywhere. I am so glad you have Marcelo and Diego who need you.
I don't know what I would do without mine for babies.
You are so cute, I'm pretty sure baggy clothes and a ball cap won't hide it.
How r your babies ?? I havenโt seen any pictures lately Lora ? R they ok ??
So sad that you have to go through all these mental gymnastics and fears just to go out for a meal and walk your doggy. Even at 21:30 which is hardly witching hour. I canโt begin to understand how hard that must be. I donโt go out to eat very often, but thatโs my choice, just because Iโve reached a point in my life where I really donโt like to be around people very much. Plus eating out alone just isnโt much fun. Iโm glad you had a better, less stressful meal than the last time you told us about.
Me too โฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ
Wonderful to hear you got out for a nice meal, and accompanied by your sweet boy Diego! It is a real bummer we women have to be on high alert when going out anymore. I am glad though that you made it back safe to Mr. Marcello. Sending you a virtual hug!
All the hugs back to u Rhonda โฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ
Good to hear you are treating yourself like that, you deserve a break (much more often). Your fear expressed above is understandable, I have a solution for that in mind (wink wink), but are glad at least you have pepper spray and would use it on any jackass who attempted to take advantage of you.
That aside, hope all has been going good for you, work wise anyways. Find some more time to treat yourself a little more often.
I am ok spike . โ wegonnamakeit โ
Glad you got out for some much deserved r&r....and made it home safely.
R u holding ok diva ? U are in my mind .