Every day .
Today mr Marcello looks at me like I am at least Ms Universe .
He is thankful I am home since last night ,
I already told him and his brother ( asshole #2 ) that I ll be home tonight too ,
and that’s plenty for all of us 3 clowns to have a good time ♥️

The temperature will be mid 60s , i am sitting here w my bath robe and planning our short drive to First Landing Park . I checked w Rita’s Italian ice , yes they are open , and that means we can get doggie ice cream for all too on r way back ( mommy is kissing ass today , they have been alone all week again ).

I am excited , and it takes so little to feel like this .
I have all type of troubles and demons and worries dancing in my head , and a list from here to Italy with things I should be doing . And absolutely no f desire to do none
There is a recertification test I should sit down and take ( 6 hrs at least , fuck that , not on deadline yet ),
there are closets to thin out , car to wash and clean ( man , I live in my car . Three hrs in traffic every day , the only thing is missing there is a pillow . Sure have mouth wash and candy ..
There are worries and people to text to find out,
,” is room 4 making it or did u guys intubated “.
“ is your mother ok after second dose yesterday , do u need me to come over “
And I should face x my sister , haven’t had a minute in a week
But I am not doing any of that . I am going to take the boys for a long walk by the woods and bay , and # 1 priority , make up and hair on for the boys . They think I walk on water . If they knew , I trip on my own feet on a level ground
I am god today , and of course beautiful ( there is not enough f make up for that , but hey , what do they know ???♥️♥️♥️♥️)
I missed u all as usual . Reading whatever I can , I hope everyone here is healthy and doing well .
I love u guys ♥️ Stay alive .